I have learned quite a handful from that night; 1.) it’s okay to look forward but never look too far 2.) cherish and value the people who unconditionally loves the shit out of you, because there’s only a few genuine ones left 3.) don’t be too dependent on other people; they either change or leave, or both 4.) internet is not a very good companion sometimes 5.) being happy is quite easy 6.) stop complicating things; stop the drama 7.) don’t even think of the idea of impressing others 8.) be kind and honest and loyal and fair 9.) do what you say 10.) everyone will hurt you eventually and it’s okay to stick around with someone who you think is worth all the pain anyway.
I am nothing but grateful. I told myself that day to start believing that good things will happen everyday. Even when bad things happen, it’s okay because it will not stay forever. And that it is also okay to feel sad sometimes because that is life.